| Seriously, scare what -.- |
[Jan. 25th, 2010|09:51 pm] |
When I was young, my whole life is about the pursuit of fun. I remember being a little girl, on the swings, I would ask and ask again to be pushed higher and higher. I would be terrified. But as scared as I was. I wouldn't stop until i got butterflies in my tummy.
Then, I grow up, I learn to be cautious.
BUT. When did it stop being fun and start being scary? Where did all my courage go?
My point is, I hope Best can stop being SO paranoid, thinking that we might get killed/robbed/raped/or send to prostitution and can never come back to Singapore again. We'll be just fine there, with all the knives. |
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| You’d mean so much more to me, if I remembered. |
[Jan. 10th, 2010|10:18 pm] |
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You are a man made up entirely of my excuses, and the minute I stop making excuses for you, you will completely disappear from my life.
Truth to be told, you disappoint me to the point where I forget why I ever fell in love with you.
You jerk, donkey, blockhead, bonehead, fool, dunce, idiot, asshole, moron, screwball, dummy, lunkhead, meathead, nincompoop, birdbrain, clown, dimwit, dumb ox, fathead, goose, lamebrain, sucker, turkey, illiterate, mooncalf, imbecile, pinhead, scatterbrain, scumbag, douchebag!
(The list can go on and on but I gotta practice for my interview tmr). ^^ |
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| If you can’t laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a whole lot longer than you’d like. |
[Jan. 1st, 2010|04:55 pm] |
30 Dec
Delightful night. Really fortunate to have them in my life. They makes me happy although they can be disturbing at times.
Still, I love them. Not only because of who they are, but also because of who I am when I'm with them.
31-1 Jan
I can barely remember what happen last night. All I can recall was bits and pieces of it - countdown, bangalas, plenty of gulping, vomited twice or more, replying new year texts subconsciously and passing out. A pretty wasted and useless night. But who cares? I had fun and that's a solid enough.
Thank you you for taking care of me last night. I bet I made a fool out of myself.
Happy new year people!
This is the first day of 2010. Glad I didn't die before that.
Well, I can't wait for 2009 to end but at the same time I've got nothing to look forward to in 2010.
Anyway, I don't really care because I know I'd probably be happy this year.
I shall see if I can come up with reflections and resolutions later.
But first I gonna sleep then wake up and finish my work because my team members are way too efficient and I cannot really keep up. I won't want them to mark me down you know. |
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| Everything becomes a little different as soon as it is spoken out loud. |
[Dec. 2nd, 2009|07:42 pm] |
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I was texting someone this afternoon, and all I really wanted to send was “I must really like you not to hate you”, because that’s exactly how I feel, and exactly how it is; but I didn’t, I sent some nonsense and then forgot about it. Yesterday I wanted to say “You’re amazing, I don’t know where I’d be without you”, but I wrote something half hearted and was upset when there wasn’t a response. Today I wanted to call someone, hope they wouldn’t pick up, and leave a voicemail saying “When you need me, I’m not going to give a reason”; but I distracted myself and didn’t contact them at all. What I could have said doesn’t mean anything, it’s all about what I did say. So someone received a text about nothing in particular, someone read something they didn’t think important enough to reply to and someone else went another day not hearing from me. |
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